Where is my heart?!
Where is my endurance?!
Where is the fire that I persist in this course before?!
Am I tiring of this course or not interested in this course already?!
Hmm~~ Maybe I'm not interested already.
This is not the course that I want to study from the beginning.
I must to make a decision now before the January intake if I want to drop this course.
My father ask me to choose another course!!
An unexpected words!!
If I really want to choose other courses, then it might be IT or ... ... ... ...
I don't know how to choose now!
Or I just stay to continue a course that make me feel tired?!
Maybe I not good in design!
So better choose some courses that I really like!!
Many experiences that I lost my confidence in my design.
I felt my designs are the worst one. Many times!! Many times!!!
Many times I did the worst designs!!
Suddenly come out from my mind:
"Love to draw not really mean that you have a design endowment."
I'm not creative at all.
My designs are look like a s***!!
I'm going to find a new college to start my new college life!!
I know that's waste my time and money, but I really not interested in design already.
I self-hate because I didn't make a right decision from the beginning.
NO MORE DESIGN!!