Finally, I have my time to update my blog.. Haha..
1218 was over, 1225 was over and December is going to end soon..
A brand new year is coming soon..
I was totally exhausted in seeing all those names and areas..
This is so call phobia I think.. xD

But that is good to arrange these 3days transport..
Learned a lot of things..
I'm here to special thank to TET WOEI, because he was helped me to compile 10+ CGs transport info in a piece of paper for 3days..
Wow.. You're just so AWESOME.. Haha..
Thanks bro and love ya..

Lastly, I want to thank to all my beloved CG members..
I had receive an AWESOME present from them which is

Yup.. is a watch.. Thank you guys.. =)
Hmm.. I still owe you guys a sms, I will send to you guys asap.. Hehe..
Hope to see you guys to keep growing in spiritual.. Add oil.. =)


To be continue..

Just A Feeling

Sometimes, something will remind my past.
I remember that time I was still 14, 15 years old, I was a hot temper, easily to get angry and people will describe me "13 dots".
Friends were leaving me 1 by 1 because of my attitude.
So I decided to change my own bad attitude to become friendly and kindly.
I learn to control myself from that time and I always review myself everyday about what I have said and did.

I have to face different people, case and stuff everyday, but can I just be myself sometimes?
I can entertain with my buddy sometimes.
I can HIHA with my buddy sometimes.
But after the "show", people can be very flexible too.
Maybe by today onward, I need to have my daily review and control my "yan xing ju zhi".
Ng mm..
Hope I don't fall into the sick and weary mode.

=)

It's been a long year of 2010, 3 weeks left and 2010 is going to end.
A lot of memories, things happened and experienced a lot.

People are growing up everyday.
For me, I'd appreciate for what I had experienced because it keeps me growing in knowledge and spiritual.
I here to thank God that gave me a chance to lead His CG until end of May.
After the month of May, I totally lost direction and myself.
I was trying to be steady and firm in God, but sometimes I just let my negative thoughts to control my mind. (Feel so hate myself)
It causes me to stand up and fall back, stand then fall, keep repeating. (Isshhh)
I had promised God for many times but I can't make it for Him at last. (Feel so sick of it)
Sometimes I know that God is speaking to me, but I ignore Him, ignore His words and everything. (Feel so guilty and sorry to God)
God never gave up me and I back to Him.

-Now, There is the only way that I can walk for.
-For Him, for me, I want to be firm.
-I just want to give all out of myself for God in these 3 weeks.
-Treat every small serving as BIG.

At last, people always say that 21-year-old birthday is so important but I think that just a normal age for me.
Somemore, a person tell me in facebook that 1day of December is special.
Hmm.. Celebration, party, not what I want now. (Got heart then can lar) =)
The most special day is 1225, focus on that 3 days.