Finally, I have my time to update my blog.. Haha..
1218 was over, 1225 was over and December is going to end soon..
A brand new year is coming soon..
I was totally exhausted in seeing all those names and areas..
This is so call phobia I think.. xD

But that is good to arrange these 3days transport..
Learned a lot of things..
I'm here to special thank to TET WOEI, because he was helped me to compile 10+ CGs transport info in a piece of paper for 3days..
Wow.. You're just so AWESOME.. Haha..
Thanks bro and love ya..

Lastly, I want to thank to all my beloved CG members..
I had receive an AWESOME present from them which is

Yup.. is a watch.. Thank you guys.. =)
Hmm.. I still owe you guys a sms, I will send to you guys asap.. Hehe..
Hope to see you guys to keep growing in spiritual.. Add oil.. =)


To be continue..

Just A Feeling

Sometimes, something will remind my past.
I remember that time I was still 14, 15 years old, I was a hot temper, easily to get angry and people will describe me "13 dots".
Friends were leaving me 1 by 1 because of my attitude.
So I decided to change my own bad attitude to become friendly and kindly.
I learn to control myself from that time and I always review myself everyday about what I have said and did.

I have to face different people, case and stuff everyday, but can I just be myself sometimes?
I can entertain with my buddy sometimes.
I can HIHA with my buddy sometimes.
But after the "show", people can be very flexible too.
Maybe by today onward, I need to have my daily review and control my "yan xing ju zhi".
Ng mm..
Hope I don't fall into the sick and weary mode.

=)

It's been a long year of 2010, 3 weeks left and 2010 is going to end.
A lot of memories, things happened and experienced a lot.

People are growing up everyday.
For me, I'd appreciate for what I had experienced because it keeps me growing in knowledge and spiritual.
I here to thank God that gave me a chance to lead His CG until end of May.
After the month of May, I totally lost direction and myself.
I was trying to be steady and firm in God, but sometimes I just let my negative thoughts to control my mind. (Feel so hate myself)
It causes me to stand up and fall back, stand then fall, keep repeating. (Isshhh)
I had promised God for many times but I can't make it for Him at last. (Feel so sick of it)
Sometimes I know that God is speaking to me, but I ignore Him, ignore His words and everything. (Feel so guilty and sorry to God)
God never gave up me and I back to Him.

-Now, There is the only way that I can walk for.
-For Him, for me, I want to be firm.
-I just want to give all out of myself for God in these 3 weeks.
-Treat every small serving as BIG.

At last, people always say that 21-year-old birthday is so important but I think that just a normal age for me.
Somemore, a person tell me in facebook that 1day of December is special.
Hmm.. Celebration, party, not what I want now. (Got heart then can lar) =)
The most special day is 1225, focus on that 3 days.

The Voice Within

La voix au sein de..

Personne ne comprendra mon sentiment..

........................

Hmm..

Hmm..
Wow! Now I only realize that I'd abandoned my blog for more than 1 month..
Today is another new month- October AGAIN!

Hmm..
Experienced up and down for the past few weeks..
I'm not going to describe how up or down I AM!

Hmm..
But here to say 1st Oct 2010 is my brand new day..
I'm going to change my everything from now ON!

Hmm..
Maybe sometimes I'll feel like unsuccessful or giving up..
But the thing that encourage me- A word, A person, A friend, A leader, A family, A GOD!

Hmm..
2010 is going to end up soon, just only left 3 months..
To God, I'll give out all of MINE!

Hmm..
The feeling of mine..
To be CONTINUE!

Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead.

Philippians 3: 13

Xiao & Ku

These are the words of "Xiao" and "Ku".
Quite interesting for the words that can show the emotion out.

2010/06/06, Sunday

2010/06/06 Sunday HOT!

I'd abandon my blog for a long time,
it's my time to update to talk about my day.
I'm here to say HI to everyone who visit my blog. =)
Today was a great day for me actually,
but it's hard to use word to describe about my feeling right now.

"Lost? Confuse? Excited? Happy? Or ... ...? Hmm..."

Haha~! I don't know.
It's actually a big challenge for me again,
what I can say is continue to walk on Jesus' path way.
Just need sometimes to adapt a new "environment". =)
I really blessing that God is putting different leaders in my life to lead me to another level.

"O Lord! Please continue to guide me to walk on Your path way!
I know it's hard to follow Your step, but I willing to follow You!
Amen!"

To everyone and myself,
add oil ya!
Continue to fight for His kingdom!
In God,
nothing is impossible!
^@^

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Tick Tock... ... ...

...Tick Tock Tick Tock...

It's April!

O Lord! I need You more and more!
O Lord! I want love You more and more!
O Lord! I love You!

耶稣说：“我就是生命的粮。到我这里来的，必定不饿；信我的，永远不渴。”

约翰福音6：35

Our Farewell

Love this song actually.
Just listened it.

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my side
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I'll watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

ONE 2010

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Tick Tock Tick Tock... ...
Time flied.

Hmm... ...
I'm sitting in front of my pc and a remind that half of January had past.
2 weeks time bring a lot of challenge to me.
It was a really big challenge for me in 2010.
And it was a big changes in the January,
everything are going to be different.

Hmm... ...
A person who love to be free, will be busier than last time.
A person who love to play around, time to mature.
A person who love to hang out, need to discipline himself.
A person who love to do his own things, have to sacrifice now.

Hmm... ...
I need to manage my time properly in 2010.
I must balance up all my stuff now.
I have to learn a lot of thing this year.

Hmm... ...
Good night.
God bless!