It's been a long year of 2010, 3 weeks left and 2010 is going to end.
A lot of memories, things happened and experienced a lot.

People are growing up everyday.
For me, I'd appreciate for what I had experienced because it keeps me growing in knowledge and spiritual.
I here to thank God that gave me a chance to lead His CG until end of May.
After the month of May, I totally lost direction and myself.
I was trying to be steady and firm in God, but sometimes I just let my negative thoughts to control my mind. (Feel so hate myself)
It causes me to stand up and fall back, stand then fall, keep repeating. (Isshhh)
I had promised God for many times but I can't make it for Him at last. (Feel so sick of it)
Sometimes I know that God is speaking to me, but I ignore Him, ignore His words and everything. (Feel so guilty and sorry to God)
God never gave up me and I back to Him.

-Now, There is the only way that I can walk for.
-For Him, for me, I want to be firm.
-I just want to give all out of myself for God in these 3 weeks.
-Treat every small serving as BIG.

At last, people always say that 21-year-old birthday is so important but I think that just a normal age for me.
Somemore, a person tell me in facebook that 1day of December is special.
Hmm.. Celebration, party, not what I want now. (Got heart then can lar) =)
The most special day is 1225, focus on that 3 days.